Monday, April 25, 2005
Weather: Raining these few days.. but still veri hot
Mood: i tink i am goin a bit mad or wad... veri hurted and sad

Its a long time since i blogged le ba... well... announcement first... i got into ngee ann aerospace tech and have already registered, second is i goin for a camp, third is my mouse spoil... -.- well so long nver blog... also a lot to write but wish nt to... now listening to a sad song ba... japanese one, nice sia... by gundam seed - find the way... well lately things between mi and my ex seems to worsen.. maybe i tink too much.. i dunno... haiz.. realli dunno wad to do liaoz... wad i noe is, if things will go well then it be gd for mi but if it doesnt it doesnt means the end of the world ba i tink... or izzit? maybe it might be the end of the world for mi at the current.. but who noes my thinking will change? no one... except time will tell... guitar skills manage to get to 240 liaoz... gd for mi ba... and manage to repay all my debts... few dollars lol... well... plan to get new hp but no ideal model at the moment.. n gage seems veri fine with mi... hope it lasts... its a gd hp... except in size though... haha i like talking craps... but maybe is where i can realli let all my feelings out, through the computer. trying to practise proper typing no more .. and more , jus incase next time poly got used for it. sure, the project sure need a lot of proper english and maybe soon i will practise on my CAPS letters. I am missing her a lot, but when i see her i feel, kind of different. She acts differently to me, like as if we have nothing to talk at all. Sob Sob... wad could i do? i aint much of a talker either. well lets hope smthg happen in the course of nature, lets sae eh, nt sure lol... haiz life now is so damn boreing and so damn sad and hurting, if u noe that wad ever u do doesnt realli go for ur way, nth at all, even to bballing and playing of games. well nvm things can be change, fate for mi i duno. lately also a lot of back pains cos due to extensive use of laptop for long hours and i am sitting on a stool nt on a chair or wad thats y... plus the coffee table is quite short. well lately hve to type a project out for my fren... my own project lol... last time create one then used in sec 3... didnt noe that JC also got use... too bad i goin to poly now and well, creating new ideas on the way plus building my own plane if i can then can fly it liaoz... i love planes i love cars, also my laptop and my com... interesting things in terms the way they work. haha... how i wish now there is someone that will care for mi a lot.. my relationships.. always end up in one things for the 2 relationships i had so far... i tio ditched... lol.. nvm...used to it le... anyway... i jus wan to type wad rubbish i can type jus type and type... maybe liddat by engrossing myself into work i will not hve any pressure or stress frm the matter of affairs of my heart, plus mr francis chong dun dare u touch my laptop a bit.. u got taste b4 pencil box? no need the pencil... i jus wan to box... lolx... he is a bit crazy i tink... nvm him... also weeks ago got one fucker came to my blog chee bia kia there scold my mei i scold him back he bui gian come tag my blog chee bye u where nt happy keep scold ppl if wan de hua u come face to face and scold nicely tell the person the bad pts nt back stab ppl lar asshole fucker go and see ur ass in hell soon bitch bastard if u are a girl or boy so i jus scold finsh... ok lac... eh other ppl who see tis all pls censor and toot toot thanks... lols.... plus mcken dun play liaoz... no joke... lolx... anyway... its 11.15 now and i shld be gone to slp but i dun... haha... now slp at 12 plus 1 plus wake at 10 plus.. everydae liddat.... haha... listening the song find my way... realli... i wan find the way... the way to u... but... i dunno... if the tracks change... the way to u is block i hve to wait in the process... maybe got other ways... wad shld i do? wait or go? i dunno... in a dilemma... haiz... well... shldnt talk so much bout it liaoz... jus a heart shattered guy who the shattered pieces are even shattering into smaller bits till atoms and sub atomic particles like neutrons protons and electrons... use laptop till i sit till pain... lolx... wonder who will come and read... so long i nver blog... seems to mi my typing is a bit laggy... tink is the internet ba or ram nt enough... still left 200 plus ram lehz haha cos i listening song use up ram.... how i wish i could jus cry and someone will hug mi... nah... i wont cry in public... guys cry... but i still hve pride wont cry outside to get ppl pity... unlike some ppl for guys... girls cry ok... but if guys cry infront of girls most of the time that person i believe is nt a guy? dunno... always let the girl cry ba? also cant.. mus be happy relationship... well now lately got see more happy relationship... thats gd.... after all tis world aint that merciless... lately thinkin ideas like cooling shirts and shirts with auto perfumated, fusion generated powered cars and even to flying backpacks running all on environment friendly fuels... haha... thats way cool... haha... write so long liaoz wonder how much i write... nvm continue a lot more... finished nfsu2 now playing verison 1 again cos 1 i nver complete... haha.. then train go online play with pros... realli i got a lot to sae... all in all chucks and bits and pieces... i wan buy a pretec mini 512 flashdrive for 100 bucks so haha... all in chucks... also... dunno wad to sae anymore... haiz... jus sad.... well... shld be changing my blog song soon and might put back the taggy system... to guys and gals who come... take a break... listen to my song... and... well... visit other ppl blog too... chao....


frozen with ice at 11:00 pm by gtsfrost

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Weather: Looks fine here... hope wont rain
Mood: Sianz.. Stressed?

Well my left eye has been twitching since dunno when... my mum said i was stress out then it will twitch... so far... nth stress mi other than the affairs of the heart: LOVE... nvm i tryin to detress myself but to no avail... nvm bout this first

Anyway todae my grandma came to my hse sia and buy drinks... lol... nth much except on lrt gt smthg... haha... who ask mi itchy hand dun wan hold the bar then the lrt move i jerk and step on a zhss girl's foot... said sorry but didnt notice her... she cute i tink so... except veri quiet... yup.. she is quiet.. nvm i take it as i had apologise... saw her face but didnt hve a vivid pic... haha.. hope got chance to see again.... tink she sec 1 or 2 onli nia... nvm.... then went over to arcade find kang and jon return them things... haha... sianz... well... had to leave quite soon cos goin to eat... went out of arcade that time saw yiqing and gang... haha... they didnt notice mi at all...

eat finish le... go back my uncle hse... haha... nth much then later go home... todae quite nth happen lor... except the stepping incident... well... her hair is nice.... haha... i see girl look at hair then face... lol stupid.. nvm gtg slp soon le cos tml morning pei mummy go to bukit batok market get vegetables... wonder where it is? haha... also.. wonder how to get there...

plus one more thing... SP and TP students hve gotten their enrolment package while NYP and NP students hven... sianz lor... faster come lehz i wan to read wats it about.... also... RP i dunno... tink veri little ppl study in RP cos the course there little sia... the least of the 5 polys... haha... sianz le... nitez to all... 0035 am le time to slp... i wan go pasa malam again... tis time with someone else in mind LOL.... XD

Celica: 60 le... saw one at my uncle hse ytd at mayfair condo...
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frozen with ice at 12:27 am by gtsfrost

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